Saturday, February 28, 2009 ; not here nor there

in an unexpected turn of events.J. doesn't know who to trust.in the period of past 3 days.much has transpired.opinions have been shared.impressions have been tarnished.or maybe not yet.these conflicting messages spoken by different people are....toying with my mind.while d. says not.r. says so.

so has the berlin wall fell? and so have liberated much of the East Berliners to the west.and perhaps this sudden and excessive inflow of people into West Berlin has overwhelmed their environment.what if they couldn't accept it? i don't want to turn it to avoidance.

i'm not such a perceptive person in the situation where veneers are slapped onto people's faces so easily.for what? for their own benefit.for gloating in people's demise.for getting what they want at the expense of others.or just plainly introducing some chaos into the clockwork structure of people's lives.does that hearten you? if so please get far away from me.

i have much to do about something this weekend.involving talking.interrogating.asking.understanding.devising.planning and solving.or i do not have to solve it if it hasn't already turned into a worldwide catastrophe.

jixian was bored at 8:55 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2009 ; voluntary involvement

hello people! im back after a screwed up at day road race.there wasn't any problem with the race.everything went pretty well i think.the sunrise was nice.the slacking was nice.the duties were nice.but my feelings weren't.so i just ranted like a 1 whole page of messenger at j.y. for such trivial matters.anyway thanks j.y.

alright! we've come back with a bang.surely i couldn't let my dampened spirits yesterday spoil my fun today (: haha.alright today's programme was CIP~being a race crew at the Tribob Singapore Sprint Series Biathlon woohoo.ugh.okay the worst thing was reaching newton circus food centre at 6.00 in the morning.gosh can't imagine waking up at 5 am in 2 consecutive days for road race and this.luckily there was sandy to transport me yay.

after a brief siesta on the car.we saw our dear classmates waiting already at the meeting place.and after a more than brief period of waiting we realized that the bus had left without us.so a call did the trick and we were on the road.hmm.while travelling i treated myself to some eye candy watching the construction of the IR.its kinda cool huh? thought there was absolutely no one at the site it was still lit up like a christmas tree so everyone could marvel at its splendour (:

okay its like nice to wear the race crew tee cause it gives you this sense of authority which other people don't have (except the officials) ha.my duty was to scream out numbers on the arms of people as they swam by the roundabout when the thing started.but before that im sure i spent some time building what looked like a mountain or cone on the sand and drawing smily faces and names to entertain myself before the race started.

oh man look at the throng of people waiting to splash into the water! they were all lined up on the opposite shore as if to start a war.of muscles and stamina.but they sure took a long time to swim to us.get set go! we were shouting numbers like typewriters on a mad rush to finish up the day's paper and poor weijin had to record all of it in a pda.i hope he fared well.sure we missed a few.that was custom as you could have 5 people walk past and only 2 other people shouting.but finally it was all over and we could take a break yay.after 1+ hour in the sun.

back to the tents area where we still waited for the remaining of the competitors to finish running 5km.helped to pluck bananas and put them into bags for the finishers (: and after that the ultimate manual labour.uggh.im going to die anytime soon.removing barricades from the road and putting them on the sidewalk.i swear they weighed like 10000000000000 kilograms.
everyone was so exhausted and we were just looking forward to lunch.and i ate like the most fattening thing in weeks at Carl's Junior.superstar + chilli cheese fries and an endless supply of lemon tea.

will j.'s wish be granted? he doesn't know.for it might be good as r. has suggested to him.or bad as he's told himself.only time will tell.you know you love the story.

pulling away from that.all the best to S1 and S4 classes having chemistry SPA tomorrow.off to tuition.

jixian was bored at 6:28 PM

Saturday, February 21, 2009 ; shortcut

abbrieviations are the thing to do when mentioning people's names now.do it.
happy birthday p. and s.

jixian was bored at 6:51 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009 ; Description

I FEEL JOYOUS.

jixian was bored at 11:26 PM

Saturday, February 14, 2009 ; there she goes

due to an amazing applet called the archives.you can easily refer to last year's post on valentine's day.wow.its only about 50 posts behind.yeah haha.

well for this year,valentines is held in conjunction with the college's friendship week.where the whole school plays angel and mortal and give each other gifts and good wishes during the week of festivities.of course.we are there to make friends too (:

for this year.ive decided to fold roses for everyone yay! ha.i hoped everyone whom i gave the roses to enjoyed it (: its nice aye.the credit goes to my friend samantha who had previously folded me one for mother's day and that inspired me to do this good deed this year.and seriously you gotta be patient cause you keep getting it wrong the first few times you try.now i know how bad it is for guys with big fingers to do handicraft stuff.you just cant beat the nimbleness of a girl's.

i can't believe i got my day to a bad start.i got handsomely greeted by mr. wong for coming late to school.ugh.how great.so after the ritualistic motions of saying the pledge out loud.we all were finally made to go free into the wilderness.go free little bird! into the familiar climates of our homerooms.please.do not touch the wild animals.even though they give you tantalizing chocolates.

valentines is a spectacular bonanza of food and candies.so i got 3 toblerones and 1 milo 3-in-1 packet(courtesy of sandy),some japanese crackers and other miscelleanous stuff.oh yeah.i think my gifts are one of my most distinguished achievements (: how could you ever expect a guy to fold 24 felt roses for his friends in school? yeah.situation doesn't compell it.but hey.i do love my friends.and every packet contained a card with a personal message.well.i cant help it if the message is completely idiotic nonsense,or it makes fun of a certain personality of you,some quotes,some events which are perculiar to you,or just some hint of lameness.in any way.hope you guys will keep those memorable quotes and sayings for future use.as the veracity in my words are always helpful advice.hohoho.

gosh those cards were superbly exorbitant.i swear i will never buy something like that again.$5 for a pack of ten at Border's.paperchase placecards.but im sure extraordinary events call for extraordinary measures.yay! i got to mess around with the drums at band today.while the exco were having their secret confidential meetings outside the band room i was playing Fat Lip-Sum 41 and The Great Escape-Boys Like Girls in the band room.but too bad Fat Lip was interrupted halfway by the arrival of guess who? the J1s! i do sound really different from my expressions huh? okay i wasn't ecstatic that they were coming in.i wanted to finish my song...but nonetheless the great escape was good (:

jiayun ah.you better stop hitting my head lest my brains pulsate too much and i become intellectually challenged.and thanks for all the ''wonderful'' comments about my specs.its just glasses right? yeah.they are.im gonna hit you back 1 million times :P

going back to the past on thursday night.i don't know.but somehow this feeling of joy enveloped me suddenly while i was preparing the gifts.but maybe its some intrinsic release of hormones to make me feel happy because im making nice things for others.and after that i couldn't really sleep but did my halogen assignment at record speed (: it was one of the super rare days where it was functioning at full capacity.kinda intriguing.but if i had to do that everyday.i'd probably be applying for bankruptcy benefits.and with the economy in this situation.that wouldn't be possible.

okay too much rambling going on.its gonna bore my readers out.but today.accomplished my goals.you need sleep man.go sleep.i mean it.NOW.oh i can't.i wanna finish watching season one of Gossip Girl.


"and we're stealing glances at each other"

jixian was bored at 12:01 AM

Saturday, February 7, 2009 ; weekly blues

hmm.this week has been all the buzz with orientation still going on and stuff.so during thursday on compass we had our respective talks on MBTI which stands for Myers-Briggs Type Indicator which was supposed to tell you how to deal with your personality type to your benefit.so i got an ISFJ i guess.

the talk circulated on how you should understand your character,how to interact with others better and possible career opportunities.but of course you gotta take it with a pinch of salt.plus some pepper and perhaps a dash of olive oil to make it relevant to your life (:

met up with sherman,yihan and weijin after the talk to take a looky looky around the school and all its bustling activites.okay game stations were everywhere and we just wanted to scrutinize the people around us.haha.gosh.luckily i didn't play that disgusting game where OGLs poured chilli/ketchup on you while you were blindfolded.eww! i totally will feel nauseous and uncannily uncomfortable if i had the slightest scintilla of a sauce on my skin.

we continued our pilgrimage around the school with the utmost faith that we would find something divine.simply out of this world.but our prayers went unanswered.well anyway.we found out that the LT was open but the lights were off so yihan went to mess around with the mike and was saying some expletives at weijin who was running about in the LT.you know.the impossibly calm way yihan says them is what makes them so funny (: i made my way up and exited through the 4th floor exit and yihan also came walking THEN running when we noticed a dark figure enter the LT.the silhouette of an innocent member of staff at MJC.and of course we all ran as fast as our legs could away from the LT and down the stairs.adrenaline pumping.weee.i haven't had so much fun since lift taking in secondary school.

friday's band was fun.but before that i spent my time at the atrium studying and expecting the J1s to finally come back from their MMM.go go! i wanted to go be a supporter for them as they all came back from their exhaustive race.but nah.i'd seem so calefare.but yay.it looked like a great success as the majority of the participants ran all the way from the gate to the hall shouting cheers all the way.good job OGLs.and what? Triton was winning.no fair! i think Triton has been jinxed to win every year.

after spending some time in the band room.i was greeted by an oddly high jiayun and normal weng siong.jiayun was just madly laughing and talking away at everything that piqued her interest.like a drunkard.haha.and weng was purposely flaunting his new Vater sugar maple concert sticks.so what man.its just sticks.band prac in the hall! weee.of course we must be on our best behaviour for wed's performance.must awestruck the J1s so they'd be inclined to join band.oh yea! abigail's brother ben in band plays great jazz on the piano.its just really really entertaining.when the music coruscates the room then you will know.

last parting words: Beware! cake on the floor!

jixian was bored at 9:25 PM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 ; of tainted intelligence

oh well.of course the news has been going on that a big ruckus has been kicked up over someone who apparently insulted others he deemed as not academically inclined as he is.i am absolutely sure this has been circulated around other blogs and definitely.to the delight of my readers.i shall not bore you with the gritty details.obviously my life is more "interesting" haha (:

just one statement though : what good has all these years of education done you? (adressed to that guy)oh no.i certainly hope not for my blog to become a cradle of hate and discord.toodles.

alrighty! back on a lighter note.i have been going through the usual periods of feeling down and out again.why this sentence is so conspicuously contradicting is not what im going to waste time thinking on.

okay seriously.im utterly happy to see the J1's coming to school.it sorts of injects more life to the atmosphere.wow.they really come from a myriad schools.even some of which uniform i have never laid my eyes on.so we're talking about how guys from a guys school are trying their best to get phone numbers from girls from a certain girls school.how apt huh.perhaps they are too often associated with each other.you know.the green and the white and red badge.its interesting to see how my classmates and everyone else i suppose(including me) to gossip and discuss about the countenances of these new freshmen.sitting in the canteen listening to my conniving classmates rating J1 girls on a scale of 1 to 10 is not something common to hear everyday.

the main group of people honourable enough to be given honorary mention are the esteemed OGL's who will be giving these new inductees their experience of their lives.we know its tough to get your OGM's talking to each other.you probably need more than a blowtorch to break the ice.we know its tough to shout your lungs out to rah rah everyone for cheers.lots of meetings and late nights.soon i'll be meeting some friends with cookie monster voices.and definitely.the biggest hurdle of the MMM.this year's MASS MONOPOLY MARATHON.

Throw your dices gentlemen! and choose your racing car playing piece.pass through GO to get your $200! yay.its a day of running.pushing.encouraging and fun.it is exhaustive both for OGLs following their OGs and OGLs doing guard duty on their stations.but imagine the camaraderie built during these few days.it shall be memorable.aside from that.many more troubles await the OGLs as they miss days of lessons which they would have to make up on independent learning.phew.what an ordeal.im sure they're up for it.

looking forward to next wednesday's band performance for the J1s.i cant imagine the shock some of my juniors would get when they see me in band.yeah.those little cadets who were under my glorious command when i was still a 2nd SGT in VS NCC.Big Band Showcase,American Grafitti and Sunshine Breeze.woohoo.prepare to be entertained you pesky young ones.

yes its time jixian.to pull up your socks.though i literally cant cause im wearing ankle socks daily.i realise im skiving more than i did last year this year.thats not good.come on! think of what awaits you (: yeah you know what im talking about.more homework.yay.

that charming visage.
across space.
what i yearn for most.
never to be had.

jixian was bored at 9:32 PM