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Sunday, January 27, 2008 ; just like a goldfish
have you ever seen the goldfish,swimming about left and right in its own little bowl of water? paying utmost attention to its surroundings,the little stones,the pretty flower.so what if it has only an memory span of 3 seconds,its totally oblivious to the fact that everything it sees is essentially the same.there's only one day left now for me.to make my last decision.and which indubitably would cost $10.and it dawns on me that i am feeling like the goldfish now.pacing left and right without a clue to what i really want for the good of my future.in a freaking dilemma even i do not know how to solve.Poly-i indeed do have a course i intend to take,if i go into poly,which is chemical engineering.its way of studying is also much less intense than the rigours of a JC,wear whatever i want,whatever hairstyle,but its 3 years and i have to do exceptionally well to guarantee entrance to respected universities.JC-2 more years of wearing school uniforms,attending flag raising ceremony,which is entirely unnecessary in poly education.full day education with fixed hours.stressful environment.however with A level certification its easier to go into uni.plus its one less year than poly.both have their pros and cons.and im utterly trapped in between after my uncle talked to me about poly today.im already falling behind in my PAE period with work undone and whatnot.remembering what Ms.Choo[TPJC Principal] said about pre-u education.she said : ''choose what's best for you.understand yourself and go for it.no kind of institution is bad if its good for you''.and now do i truly understand myself? or am i still groping around in the dark on the basis of experiment to try and see what i really need? many questions are left unanswered.for now i only hope God can guide me onto this critical decision.there are many reasons why i'm writing this.and one of those should not be bothering me right now.it is a farcry from being related to studies.i should stop thinking of it. jixian was bored at 9:47 PM